For years, i've been taken for a complete dickhead by people that just want to take advantage. But now, i'm taking a stand. Someone that is supposed to care about me (or i'm thinking has maybe just pretended to care) has as good as bailed, and for me this is the last ****ing straw. I'm sick of people thinking that they can do whatever the hell they want to me, use me as a door mat and there will be no repercussions. Well think again. That boat has well and truly sailed. No more miss nice scouser. I don't take it from my own family anymore so why should I take it from jumped up little ****wits that think they can pick me up and then throw me away whenever they feel like it?? It's done. From now on I ain't takin no ****. Rant over.
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Sorry you have been disillusioned, Scouser. You do have to demand respect. But you also have to trust people, even if they sometimes take advantage of that. And telling which is which is part of being an adult. Good luck on that.
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maybe i'm just being self centered here, but i think theres a reasonable chance that this is about me.
if not, feel free to ignore the rest of what i write.
i dont pretend to feel things. i could explain why i've been so distant, but it wouldn't paint a very pretty picture of me. i will say that my state of mind has changed considerably in the last 2 years and i don't think the same way i used to.
i'm not trying to make excuses. i understand that you feel cast off. i never meant for you to feel that way, but there is no way i can maintain a discourse on the level that we used to.
i've tried to tell you about my head problems and how they affect my communication. i'm afraid i've done a poor job of it.
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