People, I'm saying goodbye to everybody.
I've never been a particularly active contributor, because English is not my native language and writing long essays in it is quite tiring for me, and with my work I honestly do not have much time to dedicate to this, but I've lurked around here for about 20 years by now.
I arrived here like may because I liked the first couple Ender novels, was a bit shocked by learning the real OSC politics, but still remained because it was for me an invaluable insight in the way of thinking on your side of the pond, like the British would say.
Also, I appreciated the relatively civil and and well argumented style of discourse: I'm sorry to say that most of my country forums tended more to the youtube comment section kind of name-calling, than true discussion.
I had almost abandoned it, when the need to try to understand the Trump phenomenon drove me back: it was such an utterly incomprehensible thing that i had to see from the.. keyboards.. of real americans what kind of thoughts passed in the mind of a Trump supporter.
But now, I admit I'm getting tired. I'm burned out, feel the need to argue when I read some things (
https://xkcd.com/386/) but I'm at the same time getting more and more resigned to the futility of any attempt at discussion.
Having a novax conspiracy theorist old father also makes that feeling hit a bit too close to home.
It may be also age, work stress and/or pandemic burn out, but nowaday when I start discussing I take it... personally.. it stresses me out, it tend to make me dis proportionally angry: where years ago I would have enjoyed it (even if as I said i was unable to do it much here), now it sends me in a bad place.
I'm thankfully already not on any social network (no twitter, no facebook, no instagram or anything else), my only media presence is here and a couple of news sites comment sections.
Sooo, i'm publicly committing myself to stop coming here and commenting. 20 years ago when I started coming here I had just quit smoking, and it kept till now, i hope I will be as good as that with internet commentary too :-p
Goodbye, and thanks for all the fish! (cit.)